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Friday, August 12th, 2005
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| Subject: | Schedule |
| Time: | 10:31 pm. |
| Mood: |  phillip's bed??. | | Music: | No Doubt-Waiting Room. |
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uhhh yea so heres my schedule for this year!!!
1st tri::
Eng 10A 1-Wade (who is that?)
Latin II 1-Steppe
GeometryA 1-Ms. Ligget
EuroHi AP 1-Staff B(please mr. mcgrath!)
Chem IA 1-Wunderlich
2nd tri::
Sec PE II-Byrd
Latin II 1-Steppe
Phys IA 2-Beeler
EuroHi AP 2-Staff B
Chem IA 2-Wunderlich
3rd tri::
Sociology-Pickens
Eng 10A 2-Wade
GeometryA 2-Ms. Ligget
EuroHi AP 3-Staff B
Dance I-Ms. Pearman
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Thursday, August 4th, 2005
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hey so i havent updated in a while...uhhh me and philly have gotten really close. Uhh tomorrow is my last day of drivers ed class...monday is my last day of driving. Ummm I don't even really like being online anymore, im starting to like talking to phil on the phone. I don't know why but it makes me feel closer when i hear his voice...hes in/going to michigan until late sunday night, so im gonna be uber bored for a while. He doesn't get very good service up there, or he just doesnt like calling me when his parents are around...both good reasons not to call me.
Uhhhh I'm starting to get sick of many things. These would include: certain people, drivers ed, internet, and tv. There are some more but im a little too think of what they are...those just came first to my mind.
Uhhh so yea I feel like I'm not even a part of The Electric Sheep anymore. I never have any clue whats going on, though we haven't had band practice in forever, so the others might not either. The whole Conspiracy of Silence thing makes me feel even less a part of the band, even though they are their own band.
I can't wait till next week cause I'll actually have days where I have absolutely nothing to do but hang out with phillip and friends. It's gonna be great...
Well I'm outey 5000...Seuss
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Wednesday, July 13th, 2005
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I really am sorry I made you cry...
Chuva! Chuvinhao! Venho, Venho, Venho ca, rapaz!
This is not political its just that I demand attention when I walk into the room.
And it's not that I can't play ball hard it's just that I don't want to
And the more I think about the pressure, love, I don't want to.
And I can't have you cause that's what hurts the most.
I cannot show you these things I boast.
I'll throw my heart out, keep my head up, I cannot fuck up cause.
I got what you need boy (baby I do) but I will only cause you pain, yeah (I promise that).
I got what you need boy (baby I do) but I will only bring on the rain.
So I'll prefer to run this road rough around the edges.
Good for something but too good to give to you.
You run your own course at your own pace but I just got impatient.
See, I wanted to explore.
Forsake you, forsook you, abate you, dissipate you.
So turn fate around, I believed that I was free of you (not) I still believe those days on benches at sunset and the waves in July-or was it March?
We weathered weathers and storms real and imagined.
Such fragile tenderness
You are truly blessed
I stress this as I blow you a kiss I blow it in the wind mmwa.
I got what you need boy (baby I do) but I will only cause you pain, yea (i promise that).
I got what you need boy (baby I do) but I will only bring on the rain.
Chuva! Chuvinhao! Venho, venho, venho ca, rapaz!
Gonna make you cry, so damn hard.
You're gonna curse your drawers and wish you weren't a boy, yea.
I will make you cry.
I will make you cry (boohoo).
They say time is made of memories.
Well I remember and I'm tired.
This is not political it's just that I remember the fire.
Baby you left me with my head held high and I feigned to be more than I was, didn't I.
I thought I could do without sugar love.
But this chocolate has turned to sweet bubblegum.
Candy is sweet but honey is sweeter.
It tastes like the real thing but candy is much much cheaper, cheaper.
I got what you need boy (baby I do) but I will only cause you pain, yea (I promise that).
I got what you need boy (baby I do) but I will only, bring on the rain (rain a fallin' down, rain a fallin' down, hahahaha).
...time crying...you'll be crying...I'm sorry I made you cry...I didn't mean to, let me wipe those tears away...wipe those tears away...don't cry baby...its only rain
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Yea so, I'm back from dance camp, Phillips back from...michigan lol cant exactly remember what he was doing, something about his brother? hmm oh well. I havent seen him for a week and a half...might get to see him tomorrow afer 6, but i dunno...i just really hope so cause i miss him more than i missed well...anything really.
I took a picture of Strawberry (my teddy bear) last night...and its now my background, lol i love him so! hes like a little makeshift phillip...hmmm
So I'm off until friday, all i have is dance and drivers ed...maybe softball wednesday or thursday, but thats it. and you know what, he has golf every fucking day...well not thursday but he has to leave for kokomo...GOD DAMNIT THIS SUCKS! it just had to be the one week i had off (kinda). Hmm well I just hope i see him tomorrow!
Seuss Out...
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yea so i am makin time and a half tomorrow...even though im only working 4 hours...i get paid for 6, so great. I worked 18 hours this week, which is also great cause thats just that much more money in my pocket...
Uhhhh....i leave wednesday morning, yea thats right...wednesday. how fun its gonna be to not see phillip for like a week...
well im outey, but im gonna leave you some lyrics::
Fiona Apple - Criminal
I've been a bad, bad girl
I've been careless with a delicate man
And it's a sad, sad world
When a girl will break a boy
Just because she can
Don't you tell me to deny it
I've done wrong and I wanna suffer for my sins
I've come to you cause I need guidance to be true
And I just don't know where I can begin
What I need is a good defense
Cause I'm feelin' like a criminal
And I need to be redeemed
To the one I've sinned against
Because he's all I ever knew of love
Heaven help me for the way I am
Save me from these evil deeds before I get them done
I know tomorrow brings the consequence at hand
But I keep livin' this day
Like the next will never come
Oh help me, but don't tell me to deny it
I've got to cleanse myself
Of all these lies til I'm good enough for him
I've got a lot to lose
And I'm bettin' high so I'm beggin' you
Before it ends
Just tell me where I begin
What I need is a good defense
Cause I'm feelin' like a criminal
And I need to be redeemed
To the one I've sinned against
Because he's all I ever knew of love
Let me know the way
Before there's hell to pay
Give me room to lay the law and let me go
I've got to make a play
To make my lover stay
So what would an angel say
The devil wants to know
What I need is a good defense
Cause I'm feelin' like a criminal
And I need to be redeemed
To the one I've sinned against
Because he's all I ever knew of love
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Yea today was pretty cool, went bowling with phillip...and then hillz came. Uh it was pretty awkward, and i dunno...both my parents were pretty pissed that i invited hillz and then they asked how phillip felt and i was like...hmmmm i dunno, maybe i should ask? when my dad came to pick me up, it was even more awkward cause im pretty sure he hates hillz...and i think he still doesnt trust me too muc with phillip...cause he IS a boy, and boys are bad!
Anywhoo, tomorrow I'm gonna be tired, cause i only got like an hour of sleep...and tonight i dunno whats gonna happen, but i gotta go to dance and work tomorrow. I'm really hungry. OOOOO I GET MY SECOND PAYCHECK TOMORROW!
Do you want part of my Charleston Chew?
Yea, yea I do. Woot Woot, next stop my thighs!
Seuss Out...
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Yea so I told my parents about me and phillip, yea I emailed my dad last night...but then I thought, screw it I'll grow some balls(not literally) and tell them....but now they think that we're gonna have sex. I don't exactly know why either, I told them that we wouldn't but I know they don't believe me, and for some reason they don't trust me...I hate it.
Today was pretty good. I had dance from 1-3:30 and then work from 4-7...I got to work in the bakery today. It was awesome, its so much quieter back there.
It's time for me to go, but I will leave you with some lyrics::
Train - Hopeless
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I hopelessly, helplessly, wonder why,
Everything had changed, around me, mhmm
I'd tell it to your face, but you lost your face along the way,
Can I say it on the phone, if I thought you were alone,
Why do things have to change?
And you don't need my pictures on your wall,
You say you need no one,
And you don't need my secret midnight call,
I guess you need no one,
Is anybody waiting at home for you,
Cause it's time that we'll tell if it's heaven if it's hell or if it's,
Anybody waiting at home for you,
Cause it's time that we'll tell this tale,
You're in and out, up and down,
Wonder if you're lost or found,
But I got my hands on you,
Are you strong enough to tow the line,
Are you gonna make me yours,
Or do I make you mine,
I'm in and out I'm up and down,
Wonder if I'm lost or found,
But I need your hands on me now,
But you don't need my pictures on your wall,
You say you need no one,
And you don't need my secret midnight call,
I guess you need no one,
Is anybody waiting at home for you,
Cause it's time that will tell if it's heaven if it's hell or if it's,
Anybody waiting at home for you,
Cause it's time that will tell this tale,
I hopelessly,
(Is anybody waiting at home,)
helplessly,
Cause it's time that will tell if it's heaven, if its hell)
wonder why,
Is anybody waiting at home)
Everything's gotta change...
Until Next Time...Seuss Out
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Thursday, June 16th, 2005
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I don't know how good a post this is going to be phillip....but im going to try.
Work was great today, I didn't drop anything...and I learned how to run the register a little bit. I was picking up the information quickly! (see phillipe im not as dumb as you think i am!) its so much fun, im EXTREMELY happy. Its going to be a GREAT summer. At least its starting off to be one. I haven't had a good summer since I left st. patrick's.
Anywhoo...So hmmm i think its time for some quizzes::
 | You scored as Stewie Griffin. You are Stewie, the nihilistic baby set on world domination. You know how to twist things around to make them to your benefit. Wicked intelligence comes easily.
Stewie Griffin | | 67% | Joe Swanson | | 67% | Meg Griffin | | 67% | Glenn Quagmire | | 58% | Lois Griffin | | 58% | Chris Griffin | | 50% | Peter Griffin | | 50% | Brian Griffin | | 50% | Cleveland | | 33% | </td>
Which Family Guy character are you?
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| You scored as Teddy bear. You probably had lots of teddybears when you were little because thats the type of man you want... and funny big man that can wrap him arms around you a million times!! who doesnt?
Teddy bear | | 75% | Nerd | | 50% | Skater | | 25% | Goth | | 25% | THUG | | 13% | </td>
What type of guy are you attracted to?
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 | You scored as Yellow!. U r very happy!!!! U never r stern and u r very much the center of attention!! U r always up for a laugh!!!
Green! | | 69% | Yellow! | | 69% | Red | | 63% | Blue!! | | 50% | Pink | | 50% | Black!! | | 31% | grey!! | | 25% | </td>
What colour most suits u!!!
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 | You scored as Oreos. You are the ultimate indulgence. You're a special treat, that maybe has no substance, but hey, you shamlessly enjoy your infamy. People are always excited to see you, and jump straight to action. First they twist you, then they lick you, then they dunk you
Oreos | | 75% | M&Ms | | 69% | Pringles | | 69% | Jelly babies | | 56% | Laxettes | | 50% | </td>
What food is your love style?
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Wednesday, June 15th, 2005
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Sore...Bruised...Tired. What do these three have in common? They are what I am right now. The dance workshop today was uhhh very tiring, hard but fun none-the-less. I just downloaded the ying yang twins "wait (whisper song)" it really is the most hilarious rap song ive heard in a while. rap usually is horrible, but this song...is great.
Time for food stuffs....uhhh I will probably post more later.
~Seuss
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hmmm quizzes galore...pussy galore, what you dirty foul little boy! i have no clue...here we go:
| You scored as absolutely filthy. you are completely filthy! anything somebody says you can turn into something sexual or dirty
absolutely filthy | | 100% | normal | | 92% | kinda dirty | | 67% | are you stupid | | 0% | </td>
how dirty is your mind (sex wise)
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 | You scored as TenTen. You’re TenTen, a weapon specialist.
You’re pretty and sweet, but one shouldn’t take you just as a ditzy girl. Having mastered different weapons you’re quite dangerous. You fight for equality – after all, girls can be excellent ninjas too. Your goal is to be strong and respected.
Rock Lee | | 88% | TenTen | | 88% | Naruto | | 81% | Shikamaru | | 75% | Kakashi | | 75% | Iruka | | 69% | Genma | | 56% | Sasuke | | 50% | Hinata | | 50% | Neji | | 25% | </td>
Which Naruto ninja are you most like?
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fa sho...i knew i was supposed to be white!
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Wednesday, June 8th, 2005
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I have recently rediscovered the wonder of led zepplin...awesome fucking band.
I'm still in love with you boy...yea uhhh lol. this post is gonna be short too cause im eating and playing katamari damacy...so goodbye, and i love you all!
~Seuss
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yes...im talking to phillip and im OH SO HAPPY. its crazy, but there was a question i needed to ask him and now i dont remember it, the joy of me just talking to him has made me forget damnit! anyway, this is going to be a lyric update, since i dont think ive done that in a while:
A Perfect Circle - The Noose
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So glad to see you well
Overcome and completely silent now
With heaven's help
You cast your demons out
And not to pull your halo down
Around your neck and tug you off your cloud
But I'm more than just a little curious
How you're planning to go about
Making your amends to the dead
To the dead
Recall the deeds as if
They're all someone else's
Atrocious stories
Now you stand reborn before us all
So glad to see you well
And not to pull your halo down
Around your neck and tug you to the ground
But I'm more than just a little curious
How you're planning to go about
Making your amends to the dead
To the dead
With your halo slipping down
Your halo slipping
Your halo slipping down
Your halo slipping down
Your halo slipping down
Your halo slipping down to choke you now
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Yesh so things are going pretty well (i think) with phillip. I'm so happy. Today he had to leave at 9:15, but right when he was about to leave i said wait phillip and then gave him a huge hug. Heh then he said, bye i'll see you this summer. and then he muttered something that sounded like i hope. tehehe! I'm absolutely hyper and tired annd feeling crazy oh man, it really is crazy. Yet I love it.
THE PHYSICS FINAL WAS CRAZY EASY. I definitely think i got like a B to like an A-, which is awesome. But anyway...i gotta get off cause my brother needs the phone.
LOVE YOU ALL!!!! SPECIALLY PRINCE, BENJI, MELONCHOLLIE, POKEY, TONY, SEAN, AND PHILLIPE! heh, bbye everybody.
I'm off like a dress on prom night...Rhymester
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I Want Philly Back.
OH SO HAPPY.
PHILLIP!.
Damn its so cold here.
Still Sore.
MMM...SFOOOOOD!.
Determined to get Phillip.