[~You're Losing Weight Again Mary Jane~]

Schedule

2005-08-13T03:38:18Z

uhhh yea so heres my schedule for this year!!!

1st tri::
Eng 10A 1-Wade (who is that?)
Latin II 1-Steppe
GeometryA 1-Ms. Ligget
EuroHi AP 1-Staff B(please mr. mcgrath!)
Chem IA 1-Wunderlich

2nd tri::
Sec PE II-Byrd
Latin II 1-Steppe
Phys IA 2-Beeler
EuroHi AP 2-Staff B
Chem IA 2-Wunderlich

3rd tri::
Sociology-Pickens
Eng 10A 2-Wade
GeometryA 2-Ms. Ligget
EuroHi AP 3-Staff B
Dance I-Ms. Pearman

You Can Do It...I Know You Can

2005-08-05T01:11:53Z

hey so i havent updated in a while...uhhh me and philly have gotten really close. Uhh tomorrow is my last day of drivers ed class...monday is my last day of driving. Ummm I don't even really like being online anymore, im starting to like talking to phil on the phone. I don't know why but it makes me feel closer when i hear his voice...hes in/going to michigan until late sunday night, so im gonna be uber bored for a while. He doesn't get very good service up there, or he just doesnt like calling me when his parents are around...both good reasons not to call me.

Uhhhh I'm starting to get sick of many things. These would include: certain people, drivers ed, internet, and tv. There are some more but im a little too think of what they are...those just came first to my mind.

Uhhh so yea I feel like I'm not even a part of The Electric Sheep anymore. I never have any clue whats going on, though we haven't had band practice in forever, so the others might not either. The whole Conspiracy of Silence thing makes me feel even less a part of the band, even though they are their own band.

I can't wait till next week cause I'll actually have days where I have absolutely nothing to do but hang out with phillip and friends. It's gonna be great...

Well I'm outey 5000...Seuss

You Wanted To Be Romeo So Low At My Window

2005-07-13T05:36:39Z

I really am sorry I made you cry...

Chuva! Chuvinhao! Venho, Venho, Venho ca, rapaz!
This is not political its just that I demand attention when I walk into the room.
And it's not that I can't play ball hard it's just that I don't want to
And the more I think about the pressure, love, I don't want to.
And I can't have you cause that's what hurts the most.
I cannot show you these things I boast.
I'll throw my heart out, keep my head up, I cannot fuck up cause.
I got what you need boy (baby I do) but I will only cause you pain, yeah (I promise that).
I got what you need boy (baby I do) but I will only bring on the rain.
So I'll prefer to run this road rough around the edges.
Good for something but too good to give to you.
You run your own course at your own pace but I just got impatient.
See, I wanted to explore.
Forsake you, forsook you, abate you, dissipate you.
So turn fate around, I believed that I was free of you (not) I still believe those days on benches at sunset and the waves in July-or was it March?
We weathered weathers and storms real and imagined.
Such fragile tenderness
You are truly blessed
I stress this as I blow you a kiss I blow it in the wind mmwa.
I got what you need boy (baby I do) but I will only cause you pain, yea (i promise that).
I got what you need boy (baby I do) but I will only bring on the rain.
Chuva! Chuvinhao! Venho, venho, venho ca, rapaz!
Gonna make you cry, so damn hard.
You're gonna curse your drawers and wish you weren't a boy, yea.
I will make you cry.
I will make you cry (boohoo).
They say time is made of memories.
Well I remember and I'm tired.
This is not political it's just that I remember the fire.
Baby you left me with my head held high and I feigned to be more than I was, didn't I.
I thought I could do without sugar love.
But this chocolate has turned to sweet bubblegum.
Candy is sweet but honey is sweeter.
It tastes like the real thing but candy is much much cheaper, cheaper.
I got what you need boy (baby I do) but I will only cause you pain, yea (I promise that).
I got what you need boy (baby I do) but I will only, bring on the rain (rain a fallin' down, rain a fallin' down, hahahaha).
...time crying...you'll be crying...I'm sorry I made you cry...I didn't mean to, let me wipe those tears away...wipe those tears away...don't cry baby...its only rain

We Belong As Two, Two Together

2005-07-12T01:52:44Z

Yea so, I'm back from dance camp, Phillips back from...michigan lol cant exactly remember what he was doing, something about his brother? hmm oh well. I havent seen him for a week and a half...might get to see him tomorrow afer 6, but i dunno...i just really hope so cause i miss him more than i missed well...anything really.

I took a picture of Strawberry (my teddy bear) last night...and its now my background, lol i love him so! hes like a little makeshift phillip...hmmm

So I'm off until friday, all i have is dance and drivers ed...maybe softball wednesday or thursday, but thats it. and you know what, he has golf every fucking day...well not thursday but he has to leave for kokomo...GOD DAMNIT THIS SUCKS! it just had to be the one week i had off (kinda). Hmm well I just hope i see him tomorrow!

Seuss Out...

I Am so Speechless...

2005-07-04T02:38:07Z

yea so i am makin time and a half tomorrow...even though im only working 4 hours...i get paid for 6, so great. I worked 18 hours this week, which is also great cause thats just that much more money in my pocket...

Uhhhh....i leave wednesday morning, yea thats right...wednesday. how fun its gonna be to not see phillip for like a week...

well im outey, but im gonna leave you some lyrics::

Fiona Apple - Criminal

I've been a bad, bad girl
I've been careless with a delicate man
And it's a sad, sad world
When a girl will break a boy
Just because she can

Don't you tell me to deny it
I've done wrong and I wanna suffer for my sins
I've come to you cause I need guidance to be true
And I just don't know where I can begin

What I need is a good defense
Cause I'm feelin' like a criminal
And I need to be redeemed
To the one I've sinned against
Because he's all I ever knew of love

Heaven help me for the way I am
Save me from these evil deeds before I get them done
I know tomorrow brings the consequence at hand
But I keep livin' this day
Like the next will never come

Oh help me, but don't tell me to deny it
I've got to cleanse myself
Of all these lies til I'm good enough for him
I've got a lot to lose
And I'm bettin' high so I'm beggin' you
Before it ends
Just tell me where I begin

What I need is a good defense
Cause I'm feelin' like a criminal
And I need to be redeemed
To the one I've sinned against
Because he's all I ever knew of love

Let me know the way
Before there's hell to pay
Give me room to lay the law and let me go
I've got to make a play
To make my lover stay
So what would an angel say
The devil wants to know

What I need is a good defense
Cause I'm feelin' like a criminal
And I need to be redeemed
To the one I've sinned against
Because he's all I ever knew of love

What I Am To You, Is Not What You Mean To Me

2005-06-29T04:22:30Z

Yea today was pretty cool, went bowling with phillip...and then hillz came. Uh it was pretty awkward, and i dunno...both my parents were pretty pissed that i invited hillz and then they asked how phillip felt and i was like...hmmmm i dunno, maybe i should ask? when my dad came to pick me up, it was even more awkward cause im pretty sure he hates hillz...and i think he still doesnt trust me too muc with phillip...cause he IS a boy, and boys are bad!

Anywhoo, tomorrow I'm gonna be tired, cause i only got like an hour of sleep...and tonight i dunno whats gonna happen, but i gotta go to dance and work tomorrow. I'm really hungry. OOOOO I GET MY SECOND PAYCHECK TOMORROW!

Do you want part of my Charleston Chew?
Yea, yea I do. Woot Woot, next stop my thighs!

Seuss Out...

However Far Away, I Will Always Love You

2005-06-25T03:30:28Z

Yea so I told my parents about me and phillip, yea I emailed my dad last night...but then I thought, screw it I'll grow some balls(not literally) and tell them....but now they think that we're gonna have sex. I don't exactly know why either, I told them that we wouldn't but I know they don't believe me, and for some reason they don't trust me...I hate it.

Today was pretty good. I had dance from 1-3:30 and then work from 4-7...I got to work in the bakery today. It was awesome, its so much quieter back there.

It's time for me to go, but I will leave you with some lyrics::

Train - Hopeless
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I hopelessly, helplessly, wonder why,
Everything had changed, around me, mhmm
I'd tell it to your face, but you lost your face along the way,
Can I say it on the phone, if I thought you were alone,
Why do things have to change?

And you don't need my pictures on your wall,
You say you need no one,
And you don't need my secret midnight call,
I guess you need no one,
Is anybody waiting at home for you,
Cause it's time that we'll tell if it's heaven if it's hell or if it's,
Anybody waiting at home for you,
Cause it's time that we'll tell this tale,

You're in and out, up and down,
Wonder if you're lost or found,
But I got my hands on you,
Are you strong enough to tow the line,
Are you gonna make me yours,
Or do I make you mine,

I'm in and out I'm up and down,
Wonder if I'm lost or found,
But I need your hands on me now,

But you don't need my pictures on your wall,
You say you need no one,
And you don't need my secret midnight call,
I guess you need no one,
Is anybody waiting at home for you,
Cause it's time that will tell if it's heaven if it's hell or if it's,
Anybody waiting at home for you,
Cause it's time that will tell this tale,

I hopelessly,
(Is anybody waiting at home,)
helplessly,
Cause it's time that will tell if it's heaven, if its hell)
wonder why,
Is anybody waiting at home)
Everything's gotta change...

Until Next Time...Seuss Out

There's Nothin Left For Me and You

2005-06-17T03:44:09Z

I don't know how good a post this is going to be phillip....but im going to try.

Work was great today, I didn't drop anything...and I learned how to run the register a little bit. I was picking up the information quickly! (see phillipe im not as dumb as you think i am!) its so much fun, im EXTREMELY happy. Its going to be a GREAT summer. At least its starting off to be one. I haven't had a good summer since I left st. patrick's.

Anywhoo...So hmmm i think its time for some quizzes::

You scored as Stewie Griffin. You are Stewie, the nihilistic baby set on world domination. You know how to twist things around to make them to your benefit. Wicked intelligence comes easily.

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Stewie Griffin

67%

Joe Swanson

67%

Meg Griffin

67%

Glenn Quagmire

58%

Lois Griffin

58%

Chris Griffin

50%

Peter Griffin

50%

Brian Griffin

50%

Cleveland

33%

Which Family Guy character are you?
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You scored as Teddy bear. You probably had lots of teddybears when you were little because thats the type of man you want... and funny big man that can wrap him arms around you a million times!! who doesnt?

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Teddy bear

75%

Nerd

50%

Skater

25%

Goth

25%

THUG

13%

What type of guy are you attracted to?
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You scored as Yellow!. U r very happy!!!! U never r stern and u r very much the center of attention!! U r always up for a laugh!!!

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Green!

69%

Yellow!

69%

Red

63%

Blue!!

50%

Pink

50%

Black!!

31%

grey!!

25%

What colour most suits u!!!
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You scored as Oreos. You are the ultimate indulgence. You're a special treat, that maybe has no substance, but hey, you shamlessly enjoy your infamy. People are always excited to see you, and jump straight to action. First they twist you, then they lick you, then they dunk you

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Oreos

75%

M&Ms

69%

Pringles

69%

Jelly babies

56%

Laxettes

50%

What food is your love style?
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Dreams of Sugar Plums Dancin In My Head

2005-06-16T01:06:06Z

Sore...Bruised...Tired. What do these three have in common? They are what I am right now. The dance workshop today was uhhh very tiring, hard but fun none-the-less. I just downloaded the ying yang twins "wait (whisper song)" it really is the most hilarious rap song ive heard in a while. rap usually is horrible, but this song...is great.

Time for food stuffs....uhhh I will probably post more later.

~Seuss

Work It Harder, Make It Better, Do It Faster, It Makes Us Stronger

2005-06-14T09:54:01Z

hmmm quizzes galore...pussy galore, what you dirty foul little boy! i have no clue...here we go:

You scored as absolutely filthy. you are completely filthy! anything somebody says you can turn into something sexual or dirty

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absolutely filthy

100%

normal

92%

kinda dirty

67%

are you stupid

how dirty is your mind (sex wise)
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You scored as TenTen. You’re TenTen, a weapon specialist.
You’re pretty and sweet, but one shouldn’t take you just as a ditzy girl. Having mastered different weapons you’re quite dangerous. You fight for equality – after all, girls can be excellent ninjas too. Your goal is to be strong and respected.

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Rock Lee

88%

TenTen

88%

Naruto

81%

Shikamaru

75%

Kakashi

75%

Iruka

69%

Genma

56%

Sasuke

50%

Hinata

50%

Neji

25%

Which Naruto ninja are you most like?
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You scored as White. You were Meant to be White
Ok whitie run along.

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White

60%

Asian

50%

Mexican

40%

Black

20%

What Race Were You meant to Be?
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fa sho...i knew i was supposed to be white!

Will You Bring Me Happiness, Will You Bring Me Sorrow?

2005-06-09T01:58:55Z

I have recently rediscovered the wonder of led zepplin...awesome fucking band.

I'm still in love with you boy...yea uhhh lol. this post is gonna be short too cause im eating and playing katamari damacy...so goodbye, and i love you all!

~Seuss

BEEN DAZED AND CONFUSED FOR SO LONG

2005-06-08T04:50:01Z

yes...im talking to phillip and im OH SO HAPPY. its crazy, but there was a question i needed to ask him and now i dont remember it, the joy of me just talking to him has made me forget damnit! anyway, this is going to be a lyric update, since i dont think ive done that in a while:

A Perfect Circle - The Noose
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So glad to see you well
Overcome and completely silent now
With heaven's help
You cast your demons out
And not to pull your halo down
Around your neck and tug you off your cloud
But I'm more than just a little curious
How you're planning to go about
Making your amends to the dead
To the dead

Recall the deeds as if
They're all someone else's
Atrocious stories
Now you stand reborn before us all
So glad to see you well

And not to pull your halo down
Around your neck and tug you to the ground
But I'm more than just a little curious
How you're planning to go about
Making your amends to the dead
To the dead

With your halo slipping down
Your halo slipping
Your halo slipping down
Your halo slipping down
Your halo slipping down

Your halo slipping down to choke you now

I Already Miss You, I Can't Wait to Kiss You

2005-06-04T04:49:13Z

Yesh so things are going pretty well (i think) with phillip. I'm so happy. Today he had to leave at 9:15, but right when he was about to leave i said wait phillip and then gave him a huge hug. Heh then he said, bye i'll see you this summer. and then he muttered something that sounded like i hope. tehehe! I'm absolutely hyper and tired annd feeling crazy oh man, it really is crazy. Yet I love it.

THE PHYSICS FINAL WAS CRAZY EASY. I definitely think i got like a B to like an A-, which is awesome. But anyway...i gotta get off cause my brother needs the phone.

LOVE YOU ALL!!!! SPECIALLY PRINCE, BENJI, MELONCHOLLIE, POKEY, TONY, SEAN, AND PHILLIPE! heh, bbye everybody.

I'm off like a dress on prom night...Rhymester

How Do I Live Without Knowing You Love Me?

2005-05-30T02:26:44Z

Your crush and you
Created by FrankiesHunny14 and taken 19 times on bzoink!
How many crushes do you have?	1
What's your crushes name?	Phillip
How long have you had a crush on him?	a week or 2
There's a rumor going around that your crush likes you,what do you do?	Get all giddy, but never ask him about it
When you see him,does you heartbeat get faster?	Yesh
When you talk to your crush,do you ramble?	No
If your crush asked you out,what would you say?	Uhhhhh...yesh
If your crush was beaten up,would you comfort him?	of course
Would you do/give anything for him?	almost
When he calls your name,do you freak out?	kinda
When you see him outside of school,do you freak out?	kinda
During you day,does your mind cross over him at all?	yes
How much do you think he's worth?	a lot
Do you love him?	not far enough yet
On a scale of 1-10,how cute is he?	8
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Your Girlfriend, She Won't Understand

2005-05-15T23:09:50Z

I've got a hunger, twisting my stomach into knots.

yes supper is ready now so hang on........................k im back and this supper is awesome. mmmmmmmmm good.

well im probably gonna be in some trouble considering the fact that i sent uhhhhh 10 text messages and opened 9 yesterday. it was me and sean. seriously...hes awesome. if only you knew...

Im gonna go eat now...Seuss

I Don't Give a Flying Fuck Though!

2005-05-15T05:32:23Z

Trying to keep up with 2 journals at the same time really sucks. this one is definitely my say whatever one though.

i love boys...they are the greatest thing in the world, but i think i scare some. heh, i cant help it. and im pretty sure some cant help what they do to me...damnit i wish they could control their irresistable charm. heh, i keep using they. its only one person and everyone knows who that is.

Im out for the night----->Rhyme Master Weasel

The Kombucha Mushroom People, Sitting Around All Day

2005-05-08T02:47:02Z

Who can believe you? Who can believe you? Let your mother pray....SUGAR!

Yea the orchestra trip was pretty cool, i supposedly turned some of the guys on with my ummm jello eating skills? hmmm very strange. 3 hours shopping at the circle centre mall is WAY too long, i suggest not doing it, unless you're a shopping fanatic.

I'm wondering how softball really went today...chelsea told me that it was REALLY GOOD, man i wish i could have been there. speaking of sports, i have this dance fundraiser to do and im uber confused on what to do. anyway, i think im gonna go now...i may come back and update you with some more interestingly interesting facts from my boring ass life.

You are now free to move about the country....Rhymester

Not to Pull Your Halo Down

2005-05-06T02:42:37Z

I wanna lick you from your head to your toes......

Yes. I said it. Just thought I'd get that out there, and of course now you all are probably shuddering in disgust. I would be too...

No EG...I am NOT obsessed with Clint, I just like him a lot. There's nothing wrong with that now is there? If I were obsessed with him I would stalk him and call him all the time.

Softball...YEA VARSITY KICKS ASS! I don't know what the exact score is, but we beat Sullivan Lady Arrows. However, they do not have a JV, so we had a short practice, followed by me and melanie hitting in the cage with her crazy bicycling father pitching to us...that man is hilarious. anyway, all the other JV players were sitting on their asses, while me and melAAAnie were getting a work out.

too bad for you guys, getting your entertainment from me...i have to go now.

~Rhymester

Oh Woe Is Me...

2005-05-05T02:45:18Z

hmmm so today was pretty cool...swimming isnt as bad as i thought it would be. its actually kinda fun...now onto something or shall i say someONE i cant stop thinking of...clint.

i dont know why i like the kid...i think its because hes hott and hes funny and hes kinda pervy...more later.

thats it(dads coming)...BYE!!!!

So Weak and Powerless Over You

2005-05-03T01:58:51Z

so uhhhh yea softball was not even cool on saturday. i cried for no reason, we got beat 18-0 by ben davis, but our first game against indy north central we won 5-3. uhhhh yea and also on saturday, me and kelsey went to trace's gigantic frikin house to do our shakespeare project with him and clint...yea we got it done but a lot of other things happened, and im NOT goin into detail, cause what happened at trace's house stays at trace's house.

I really really really really really like Clint and i cant tell if he likes me or not, maybe somebody else knows??

~Outey 5000...Rhymester

I Touch You Touch You

2005-04-24T05:57:41Z

You scored as Love Godess. You are, not really a godess at all, but your name is the Love Godess, you help and bring hope, you find a way to send joy and love. You are every ones love.

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Winged Godess

58%

Love Godess

58%

Lost Love Godess

42%

The Devil

42%

What Kind of Godess are you?(with beautiful pics)
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Quizzes for the Masses

2005-04-24T05:46:27Z

You scored as Sleeping Beauty. Your alter ego is Princess Aurora, a.k.a. Sleeping Beauty! You are beautiful and enchanting, and as sweet as ever.

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Sleeping Beauty

81%

Peter Pan

69%

Ariel

63%

Goofy

63%

Donald Duck

63%

Cinderella

63%

The Beast

56%

Pinocchio

50%

Cruella De Ville

38%

Snow White

38%

Which Disney Character is your Alter Ego?
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You scored as The Notebook. You have strong, passionate love like the notebook!

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The Notebook

100%

A Cinderella Story

50%

Charlies Angels

33%

Legally Blonde

Mean Girls

What Chick Flick is just like Your Life?
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You scored as Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder. Congratulations! You are obsessive-compulsive! You know nothing curbs images of mutilating your mother like a good counting/checking/washing ritual... wait, DID you forget to turn off the stove???

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Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder

92%

Unipolar Depression

50%

Schizophrenia

33%

Antisocial Personality Disorder

25%

Borderline Personality Disorder

25%

Eating Disorders

Which mental disorder do you have?
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Boys Are Like Acid Trips...Good While They Last

2005-04-24T04:50:02Z

Well, as many of you know....screw paul. i like clint still anyway so lets just stick with him. paul and i are still friends and all but i dunno what happened. i moved out of his locker. i need help with my physics, but since EG IS NOT ONLINE...i cant get help tomorrow...or monday or whenever. so uhhh eg, if you are reading this call me cell 812 249-6587. yea and my parents want me to have your number so i can call you instead of waiting online, which doesnt seem to work.

im very tired from relay for life. we couldnt even spend the night cause it was too cold or somethin; however, i was very warm seeing as i had 5 layers of shirts, 2 layers of pants and 3 pairs of socks on...i was good to go. the baseball shirts are great. and softball t shirt orders arent due until monday so GET THEM WHILE THEY'RE HOTT!!!

Well im outey 5000....goodnight all my wonderful adoring fans and friends! I LOVE YOU

Days Go By and Still I think of You

2005-04-20T03:03:35Z

So many people have asked me if im goin out with party paul...and sadly i have to say no. i dont think thats gonna change either. i wish it would though. no joke. but i cant say anything because im so unbelievably shy. i just wish he would know everything i felt...and i wish i could know what he felt too. but seeing as thats not the way things work, what am i supposed to do? i dunno, but errr pals, help me out and comment if you know what to do.

softball today was really weird. i start and play short stop for the freshman team. well all was pretty good until i dropped a frikin sky high pop fly that i should have had, but i didnt. it pissed me off to the extreme but i tried not to show it tooo much. then a semi-obese girl ran home on a pass ball, slid and twisted her ankle...i mean REALLY twisted it. her foot was definitely facing the opposite way, the game had to be post-poned until who knows when...and an ambulance had to be called. i laughed and then realized how rude that was, even though it was kinda funny cause it was partly her fault.

ANYWHOOO! i do believe its time for some changes in my life and im ready to take action and control of my errrr uncontrolable emotions...its sickening me. and now my parents are yelling at each other again. time for me to say goodnight!

~Rhyme Master

Hungry Hungry Hippos!

2005-04-16T04:14:30Z

fa sho...thats all the quizzes for right now. check them out.

mmmmm food and bed, those are just two of my favorite things.